Everything Happen For A Reason

Along the way home from work today I felt very sad and really desperate. About a week ago I became acquainted with a person (let's call it the person with the initials "R"). Actually it was pretty old "R" work in the same place with me. But I just know up close a few weeks ago. We then plan to go along together and eat at a restaurant. All went well, I was very happy to walk together. We talked a lot, until finally "R" to borrow money from me. Because at that time I did not have enough money to lend, I promised to lend when payday. It was time and I was instantly payday loan money. Honestly I have no feelings at all whatsoever when giving money. I really sincerely without expecting anything in return. I'm not the type of person who easily lend anything to anyone else. I am among those who do not readily believe when lend. Back to the beginning of the story, I had last seen the "R" in the morning on the 1st of this month. Two days later, I realized that was not met with the "R" in the workplace. After I asked was "R" has resigned. At that time I was really shocked to hear that. I was instantly stunned and felt very sad. That makes me sad not only because of the loss of money, but I am sad because of disappointment with the "R". Why is "R" undermines the trust I gave. But behind this I believe God wants me to learn from this incident. Learning to be more careful with people we just met. Everything happen for a reason. Keep smiling and think positive. 

Hopefully, this incident was not experienced by all of you. I am pleased to share with you all. Because by sharing my story so it could be quieter.

Happy Holiday.

Live While We're Young

1st post in 2013. Yeahhhhhh! I am very grateful to be still met you through my blog. This is the fourth year I ever blogged. Year after year my style has begun to change. With age I would be able to choose which clothes are good for me and what is not good. Thank you to all the loyal readers of my blog. I really appreciate all of you either love or hate. It does not matter to me, as long as I do not harm others. I have to keep this life as well as possible. 

In 2013, I will grow old age. But despite growing age I still felt that I was young. That is likely to cause many are saying that my face still looks young. I do not think that age is a benchmark. As long as we are comfortable in the run, we will certainly be happy. Use your youth with positive things and always able to give happiness to others. Because it's so fun when we get to see others happy, despite having to sacrifice happiness yourself.

 

Last Sunday in 2012, I along with my friends around in the Bogor Botanical Gardens. This is my second time there. You could say this is the last holiday in 2012. FYI, I am so confused because when the streets and take pictures there are many people who look at me. Perhaps because the outfit I was wearing that day. I wear a gray coat from a local brand named Bloop Endorse ( coat is one type of clothing that I dreamed for this), blue sweater, plaid shirt, and brown pants. I mix different types of colors in one outfit. I also use a new bag from a local brand called Ouval Research , my new sunglasses and my new shoes. Its all about the new, as well as my hair neatly trimmed. One of my friends told me that I look like a detective. I laughed when I heard. When I wear this outfit I really feel confident and feel comfortable.